Well Mohammed has been to the mountain and returned from whence he came. Two and a half hours of going through every tiny detail of my life from when I was 3.....50 odd years; scraping about under my carapace until I feel like a crab shell in the dustbin of seafood store. Hope he got what he wanted and, no doubt, though he was a very nice fellow he will now go back and write what he would have written even if he'd never met me face to face i.e. that if I just have the right sort of CBT and the right sort of GET then I can be reinvigorated ready to resume my career and pay my own bloody pension premiums. We shall see. Thankfully there are some trick-cyclists who recognise that M.E. is not a psychiatric disorder, or depression or all about fatigue and I thank Dr Speedy and good old Nasim for pointing me in the direction of this psychiatric sage. Trouble is she (the sage trickie) is in Canada and that's a bl**dy long way for someone with M.E. who finds it mega hard to even get to Ipswich U.K. Never mind. All part Of life's rich tapestry....cliche, cliche, cliche.............
On a much lighter and more positive note I would also direct your esteemed attention to a very uplifting project. The lovely Kirrily Anderson in (I think,) Australia has brought together a whole bunch of creative types who also happen to have M.E. and gathered their work into a very well-produced online magazine/book. Take a look at Creativeforasecond and you can download a free copy for browsing or buy a hard copy. Great positive stuff and more of what we PWME need.
